mon coeur fait mal

I accepted the job offer. I start in a few weeks.

I can’t believe I’m doing this; I am so completely in love with my kids and that stupid school. I cried myself to sleep last night after I made up my mind, and I’ve been nauseated for a solid 24 hours. I think I’m going to regret this so badly, but my head and nearly every single person in my life is telling me not to be an idiot. Even some of my kids, several of whom I made cry today.

Righto! I do believe it is substance abuse coping mechanism time. Lisa baby, open that fucking wine. (Woo, I’m a role model!)

LISTENING TO:

Heavy Heart - You Am I

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